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Friday, 29 June 2007

Huh? Low expectations?

I was just talking to my parents over the lunch table (yes, my dad came home for lunch today because he was catching mosquito larva in some housing estates near our house). Then my mum suddenly asked me what my expectations for my written exams were. Then I went 'huh?' because the last time my parents asked me this question was in sec 2. (Sec 3 and sec 4 I have NO expectations at all, because of the constant fluctuations in my results.) Similarly, now I also don't have any expectations, though I have told them that the paper were ok, and I can't finish. -_-"" Anyway, I replied my mum, saying that I'm aiming to get 50 percent for all the papers. Then both my parents almost choked. -.-"' Hmm. Then my parents scolded shouted told me that I'm NUTS. They were saying that I should aim higher, even if I 'want to just-pass'. And that I am falling short of my capabilities... bla bla.

Then I kept thinking that for the past 2 years, my aim was a 40% then now increase to 50% already. Isn't that a good thing? But whatever la, anyway I'm glad that I told them the truth. ^^ Rather than faking and saying that I want to get 60% or 70% and when I get back my paper, I had to explain why my results are so poor etc to prevent them from getting such a great shock. Hmm, come to think of it, it wasn't really the truth either, because I myself, even up to right now, have no aims. I just believe in putting my best foot forward, and leaving the rest to God.

That aside, I'm feeling very accomplished right now because I FINALLY remembered ALL my scales!! Yay!! (Just 2 days before my violin exam. Brilliant huh. -_-"" ok, that's just me. so last minute.) Oh did I say that I didn't even hand in my one-and-only bio practical and this coming friday is my bio SPA already? Smart right. Wah lao. I'm so slack. T_T

I just realised that after my exams, I'm in fact more busy because I need to:
1) chiong Econs project
2) Do PW-grp work
3) Find an article for PW EOM
4) Do SRP- find 100 human samples (!!! where to find so many???)
5) Do the OCIP video for Interact
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so much to do!! T_T And I have Violin EXAM on Youth Day! Like wth, it supposed to be Youth Day!!! ok. fine. whatever. *hyperventilates*

Oh, and it's SZE MIN's BIRTHDAY this coming WEDNESDAY!!!!!!! szeminszeminszeminszemin!!!!
Wahahaha. What pressie do you want this yr? [Can you rmb ur presents that I passed you at the beginning of this yr? xD so kiasu right? Lol. Hope you like it!!!] Hahaha. Imagine receiving a birthday gift like 6 months before your birthday!! Haha.

On the same note, it's MEI YING's BIRTHDAY this coming SUNDAY, when I'm having maths symposium. -.- And it's SAMIRAH's BIRTHDAY YESTERDAY. Wished her happy birthday yesterday, but she seems quite busy. Oh wells, njcians are like that, I guess. =) Full Force, ONWARDS Samirah!! =DD I know you can do well in your JCTs!! Andandand it's also Yiyi's birthday yesterday, and I forgot!!! D= Bad me. =( short-term memory.

Okok.. I need to JIA a lot of YOU for my projects!! No petrol cannot run!! [And my brain machines are rusty already!!] XD haha.

The pressure the stress the anxiety,
Pushing me to the limits of my sanity.
With my mind full of incoherence,
I could not define my frame of reference.
Thus I am lost in this timeless world,
where the battle was hard and cold,
where the competition was keen and close,
which the aftermath was but a great loss.

....and yet another fiddlestick at

~The Future is filled with Possibilities~