Wednesday, 10 October 2007
还是拿不起,放不下。:'(
During break today, I suddenly received the news from bio rep that bio teacher wants to see 4 of us after school. Then I panicked and got all so scared. Haha, but luckily in the end it's just bio file check. -_-"" But still, it's last minute and I'm so TOTALLY NOT PREPARED FOR IT. Like wth, we don't even have any tutorials other than cell physio. AND I DIDN'T FREAKING DO ANY SINGLE SUMMARY MAPS CAN?!?!?!?!?! wth. How to rush everything by tonight? He still said the reason why he chose the 4 of us was because we were the 'better students' and we should have some 'quality' files to submit for spot check by mr tan j s. Omg, so last minute!! :( AND CAN'T HE LIKE CHOOSE OTHER PEOPLE? WHY ME? HE CHOSE ALL THE WRONG PEOPLE LA!!!!! Like out of the 4 of us, I think only 1 actly did summary maps. 呵呵。老师做不好,连看人也看不好!!真是的!给我添了这么多麻烦!
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不知为什么,每天在学校都看到他,可是每一次碰面,心都会一次比一次更沉重。我真的没有勇气再过着这种生活。心里有句句说不出来的内疚、真对不起老师们!:(
我真的无能为力。哎!这是理由还是借口?不知道。也不想知道。唉!真不是个好学生。:(
....and yet another fiddlestick at
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