I HATE doing reports.
I'm left with about 10 hours to the final submission to my mentor. But aye, who cares. I'm just going to submit the latest one which is only 80% done. I don't have stamina to do it like PW WR. Boo. Scientific reports sucks my life away. Haiz. I don't know how I'm going to pass this paper like that. I don't want to see a 'FAIL' on my A levels certificate, yet I don't know how to make it better. What should I do? I would have dropped it ages ago, if not for Mr Lee's persistent encouragements. And come to think of it now, I should have dropped it. How could I ever compare with those from RJC and HCI? Common sense. Grah, I'm feeling helpless. I suck at research, and I suck at science. No wonder Dr Ng didn't like me during IR last year. I'm such a noob. -_-"'
I bet I'm going to give my mentor a heart attack when he sees that my discussion is only 3/4 page long.
Hey sze min, hey charis. How did you manage to write 80++ pages of font-size 10 report? Doesn't it kill?!?!?! Calling for help here. I'm drowning!!!!
In case you were wondering, I just came back from Hong Kong about 30 hours ago and I’m still busy unpacking and washing and cleaning up, while trying hard to complete this freaking report as well. T_T Let me emphasize. I hated PW, but scientific reports are even more distasteful. Trust me, unless you’re a science freak/nerd or something. Perhaps I should start a campaign ‘say NO to research’. HAHA. Then A*STAR would be after me for dissipating all their scholars. LOL.
And I have to MUST help my brother with his holiday project (as if I'm not busy enough. T_T)
And I'll try to be nice to Mr Bala and finish up bio tutorial (see if I have the time, though I think many would not do it anyway.)
And perhaps I should start to look through sample NYAA reports and THINK about what to crap about. (so many people had done their adventurous journey and ocip reflections already and I haven't even started writing a single dot. -_-"" And now I can't even remember what I did in Thailand.)
I can't even enjoy my last 19+ hours of 2007 properly. How pathetic.
I should sleep now, really.
I don't know how I'm going to embrace 2008 with such a tired mind and soul.
Je me couche. Bon nuit. Au revoir.