Death is very likely the single best invention of Life. It is Life's change agent. It clears out the old to make way for the new. Right now the new is you, but someday not too long from now, you will gradually become the old and be cleared away. Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma - which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of other's opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.
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I still hate doing reports. I have let the noise of other's opinions drown out my own inner voice at the start of last year and this explains the circumstance I'm in right now.
I have ZERO passion for writing scientific papers. ZERO.
And if I really managed (I don't know whether I can) to pass this research paper, then all my thanks go to MR LYNCOLN LEE and MR BERNARD YEONG for helping me so much by trying their best to help me in the report. BUT NONE GOES TO MY MENTOR.
He has been MIA for so many freaking days. And his sms was 'Nothing much to be added. Make sure that you did not plaigiarise.' Wow, thanks. I don't even need your comment if you're going to say this.
Then came another sms from him. 'How would you rank your own report, out of 10? 1 being the worst and 10 being the best.'
I replied 'With little help received throughout the course of this study, and as I'm working alone, I would say about 7.'
'Really? Seems like you're overly satisfied with yourself. With your current standard like this for the report, I think.... cannot make it.'
Wow, thanks A FREAKING LOT la. You didn't even BOTHERED to help me and now you straightaway say I CMI. *fuming mad*
SRP is a damn screwed up subject to take as your H3. DO NOT OPT IT AS A H3. It's freaking risky. I'm regretting, but still, life has to go on right? Moreover, 2 other teachers have already put in their best to help me. I shouldn't just give up like this.
My mentor has made me feel damn stupid and a noob at research and science.