rushing for ssef
It is an illusion that youth is happy, an illusion of those who have lost it; but the young know they are wretched for they are full of the truthless ideal which have been instilled into them, and each time they come in contact with the real, they are bruised and wounded.
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Hah. In the end, Mrs Toh didn't write the referal for me; Mr Yeong did. Which is kind of good, I suppose, since Mr Lee said that she had super high expectations or something. Or another way of looking at it: My standards suck so much that she'll lose face if she recommends me.
I feel like totally giving up on this useless piece of report junk. Screw it and throw it away or something. But the teachers are putting in their best efforts, so I should try my best for it as well. Right? Yes.
Most of the stuffs are done up for ssef submission already. *claps* though I'm not sure of the deadline (what time) tomorrow.
I just hope I can at least get a pass for srp. PLEASE. x_X I don't want all that hard work to go down the drain. Oh no.
Still need to do that timetable thing for bio (what a waste of time!!!) and the ethics article for GP tomorrow. Shall I procastinate? :P
Been quite pale lately. Slept at 5.20 on Monday morning and 4.45 on Tuesday morning. And woke up at 6am for school. It's only a few days into the year and there goes my new year resolutions. So much for sleeping before 2 am every night. Survived PE so far, but felt dizzy quite easily. :( I hate being anaemic.
Mass PE tomorrow. Can I just sleep on the track? >_<