Hmm. I think THIS is going to be my last post this month, not the previous post. LOL.
It's really amazing that after blogging for around three years, I suddenly have many unexpected visitors here. (and I mean nus high visitors.) Haha. Ok, all are welcomed. :)
Anyway, was sick (yes, again) yesterday and didn't go to school. Missed GP and Maths Lecture. I hope I can catch up for maths (I hope what happened for differential equations would not happen for complex numbers). :S
I'm dreading next week of school. :( All the A levels stuff... and I'm still not prepared at all. Chem SPA, Bio SPA, Oral Defence. Omg. Sigh. And the week after isn't much better too. COMMON TESTS!!! Argh. Bio CT is the worst.
And the week after that, SCIENCE CAMP and PROJECT JUMBO!! Haha, yay. But that would mean that my entire March Holidays will vanish (just like nov/ dec last year)! And Mr Bala gave our group an (ahem) group name for the camp. Oh no. :O
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After much consideration, I think I managed to see a vague path in front of me. I'm starting to get a little clue about what I might be gearing towards in the near future, which has totally no link to bio at all.
But still, it's all about making decisions. Making choices. And I hate the empty feeling of uncertainty.
I'm feeling totally troubled... I don't know whether I could take on the responsibilities that comes with making that choice. Parental influence are inevitable when it comes to such stuffs, I guess. :( Argh. Why the rigid system of 12 units in the first place? I don't even know whether I'm making my own choice, or that of my parents'.
I don't know. God knows best.