The aftermath of common test is ever so bloody.
Worse than ever. Omg.
First U ever on the report card. (Even when I failed Geography in Year 3, I still could somehow get a D).
And a first D ever for a science subject. (Although I was like how lousy in Physics and Chemistry, I still somehow secured a C for my modules).
Grah. I hate this, I really do.
I really hate the feeling of falling short (by such a GREAT margin) of my goal. The feeling sucks. A hell lot.
Which is precisely the reason why I HATE setting goals.
Encouragements from teachers and friends not to give up.
But really, no point. I don't see the point.
I can make it? Really? Who am I kidding.
White flag up in the air.It's not like I haven't failed before. In fact, I'm already so prone to failing in sec 3 and 4 that failing doesn't really matter to me anymore. BUT. This is bad. This is terrible. Getting single digits when you spend all your time on it. Single digits! This is what sucks most.