Random updates.
First and foremost, Mrs Hoe is leaving already and ironically I feel :( :( :( :( :( :( :(, considering that I hate detest don't really like GP. (By the way GP exam is up and coming.)
Was feeling super duper moody today after she talked to me personally (for the first time, probably also the last). But I think that's the direct truth and it hit me quite hard although I sort of knew it myself already all along since Sec THREE (that's like 3 years ago). I could still remember how I decided that I would hate English forever and ever all my life since Flo Lee took over Ms Pang in 2005. (And Flo Lee NEVER FAILED to ridicule and poke fun at my writing and assignments by reading them out/ flashing them out on the visualizer to show the entire class. And of course, I never failed to fail all the eng assignments given by her. pun unintended. lol.) Perhaps I've just been evading reality and psycho-ed myself all this while. Time to confront the hard truth.
Physics exam is round the corner!!! And I'm still trying to cram more information into my saturated brain. Haha. Oh well. 4 more days. And that's the start of it all, just the beginning, not the end. Hoping the best out of it. :) :)
I think my classmates are very cool. The guys like to write/draw funny things on the board. And some of them ask really interesting questions! :) Really make me think through, like how to link physics and chem. Haha. And Darren is even more pro. I think he's very smart and analytical. Hah. Our discussion on shortening chromosomes and gene evolution really set me into thinking la. Let's try to find more link between probability and evolution yea? :D
Some other stuffs:
-Flu bug that hit me about 2 weeks ago is super naggy.
-Violin rehearsals are !@#$%^%$#. I'm TRYING very hard to tolerate it. It's gna be FOUR freaking hours for the next 2 weeks. What the _____. :( :( Next thurs is the DAY BEFORE GP EXAM. D:
-Bio is getting more and more on my nerves. (or perhaps action potentials in my body aren't really well-regulated.)
-Going to do very very very badly for Econs test this time round because it's open book and I was being a smart ass by not bringing my book to the banded class. So my essay was about 1 page long for both parts a and b. (And Ms Fan showed me THAT face when she collected my paper la. Haiz. Sorry to disappoint her again.)
-Career talk survey and other stuff like university talks and such. Really reminds me of the year 4 days in high school. The future is just like a cluttered bundle of mess in a distant haze of shadow which has very poor resolution and very much unclear to me. I have absolutely no idea of what to expect, nor do I exactly have a goal of what to become. So the survey and stuff in school seems to be quite useless to me? I don't know. It only adds on to the mounting pressure and the reinforces the reality of it all.
Absence makes the heart grow fonder. How true. I really can't believe myself sometimes. I'm actually counting down the number of days that bro would be back from OBS. His presence is like a thorn by my side, but his absence is like a thorn in my heart. I wonder why. 为什么人总是这么矛盾。
Alright. Back to Physics.