Worries of the day.
Probably it's more apt if it's 'worries of the month'.
Sigh.
-Physics (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
It's really getting on my nerves cos I simply can't draw the link between some stuffs. And looking at the number of questions that I CAN'T do.. I think it's really worrying. Or perhaps I still can't understand whatever LKY taught us. Whatever. The only enlightening thing is that I discovered that radioactive decay follows poisson distribution. cool.
-Violin (!!!!!!!!!!!!) o_O"
*rawr* wonder whether I can even pass...
-Econs (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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I had hoped to improve by 100% and get an E. 45%. Hah. Guess that's a joke cos the probability is like P(10000 < X < 100000) on normal distribution, if you get what I mean.
Argh shit. Damn stress now. D: Notice the number of exclamation marks representing the magnitude of my anxiety.
PLUS the all-time favourite mid-years. I haven't even started on a single alphabet for either of the 4 subjects and I'm totally screwed cos my last physics paper ends on 12 june. (and I'm officially left with about a week - minus my tight weekend schedule - to study some freaking J1 + J2 topics for 4 freaking subjects)
yay. shoot me. x_x I'd be more than glad not to get back more than 2 'U's. So much for preparing for a so-called 'rehearsal' in our principal's language.
I keep dreaming of totally absurd stuff, and it's getting worse cos I can't differentiate whether the stuffs I did was really what I did or it happened in my dream. :O It's indeed worrying. And it's the 4th consecutive night that my dream ended on a high note - I was jumping off/ being pulled down a cliff/ building/ a plane. Weird right? Yes. But in no way am I suicidal. No thanks. So much as I lament about living this life, I still love my life. Haha.
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on a side note, I realised I've been blogging rather consistently for about a year already. :)
It's high time for a periodical hiatus.
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Sze Min, I'm really really sorry because much as I wanted to meet up with you sometime, my schedule doesn't permit me to do so. :( yea. JC life is rather sucky. I miss you a lot a lot a lot a hell lot. And of course the silly stuffs we did. Hahaha.
What about sometime during the first week of July before/on your birthday? :) :) :) with charis as well maybe?
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Back to my psychological burden.
In short, Sugar Honey Iced Tea.
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(notice the acronyms)