YAY!!! ONE DOWN!!! :D
Disclaimer: Due to my super hyper mood now, the following post is completely random. Read it at your own risk, and hopefully this does not increase the disorderness and spontaneity of your brain cells. :P LOL.
PHYSICS IS OVER AND DONE WITH. for good. heh. (oh well, or perhaps with fate I may need it again next year this time.)
yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyness.
lol.
Was super duper depressed after Monday's structured paper that I did nothing for the entire day!!! :O And later mugged damn hard for today's paper although it's only MCQ. -_-"" haha, but still, better than nothing. :) Today's paper was surprisingly tougher and more tricky than AP's classic 80 MCQ last year. Seriously, I wonder what's Cambridge up to, this year's paper is like twice the difficulty of last year's june paper. *rawr* I really hope that I can get a decent C. AP is like a totally inaccurate (or, fake, to put it crudely) benchmark la.
And so, last week was a total waste of time. TOTALLY DID NOTHING OTHER THAN experiencing some electrostatic attraction between my eyes and the computer screen (which is totally not worth mentioning). And of course, last friday's econs talk was as much a time-waster as the statistics one. Hah, NUS sure knows how to waste people's time huh. But of course, interaction time (ahem, i.e. bitching time) with the ultimate suyi about some ahem ahem performing arts stuff is much appreciated!!! ^^
And omg, I'm experiencing some sort of love-hate relationship with my violin. howww?? :( I'm practicing 3 to 5 hrs a day without even realising that time had passed so quickly!!! It's distracting. Argh but I'm addicted. Lol. Yup, don't practise can die. That's good for my coming practical exam but TOTALLY A HINDRANCE TO MYE. Cos I haven't even started a single revision for mid-years yet. (and 7 people had sms-ed/ called me asking me what's not tested for maths) lol, that's besides the point, but still... hmph. Oh well, guess I'm the last one in class to START my revision. tsk.
And yes, I don't intend to study for econs at all. No, I'm not out of my mind. Econs is a real waste of time, like "you study, but you still don't pass neh nanny poo poo, you still lose" kinda thing. After this, life shall be easier with a H1 when the school forces me to drop. (Force = mass X acceleration) Ok, that was totally random. Hurr hurr. I shall just focus my attention on bio chem maths. And hopefully the *argh* econs, being the first paper, would not spoil my mood too much so that I can concentrate on the rest of the papers.
Even then, I still hope to improve by 20% for econs and that's a 27 percentile. Lol. STILL A 20 SOMETHING PERCENT U GRADE. (U = internal energy) Shit I realised I chose one wrong option for MCQ already. T_____T argh heck. It's over.
Ironically, I'm more worried for my upcoming violin practical exam than my mid-years exam or my chem SPA. o_O""
Ah yes, I shall use this tiny little blog space to THANK EIRENE KOH FOR REMEMBERING MY EVERY SINGLE EXAM DATES AND GIVING ME MORALE AND EMOTIONAL SUPPORT BEFORE MY PAPERS. ^^ lol. There's like 5 papers, which means that she has to remember 4 different dates and I wonder how she actually did it cos I thought she only reserve her brain cells for remembering what she eats at every single meal. :P haha. thanks tiny. *don't hit me, the colors are in lime green - you should love it. tee hee.* ;P
Hoho, I'm left with only 7 free days (excluding super-packed weekends) to prepare for MYE, and I wonder how I'm going to do that. It's gonna be a real challenge. 2 days for chem, 2 days for bio, 2 days for maths. Haha. 1 day left (extra). Oh well, guess I shall just read econs on Monday before the exam on Tuesday, and hopefully something will remain in my dense mind to improve by 20% i.e. 4.5 more marks.
Oh yes, and not to mention, I feel really dense these few days. Not the mass/volume kinda dense (how I wish to have a large brain mass, but no.), but real stupid kind of dense.
On another note, I wanna backdate to 31st May cos that's the date of my concert and I saw this fabulous violinist (sec 4 girl, and of course she's grade 8 already) performing for like 3 items altogether, but that's 5 songs altogether. I was totally awed by her playing style!!! I wonder whether I would even be 5% like her when I finally reach grade 8 and I wonder how long would I actually need to reach grade 8 and I wonder whether I would even reach grade 8 and I wonder whether I would even have a chance at SNYO (which is my dream orchestra). Ok, stop wondering. Haha. And yes, she has character which totally amazes me. But really. She inspired me A GREAT DEAL. *thinks of her powerful bow strokes again. bow flying here there everywhere. omg omg omg. that's as good as my teacher la. tee hee, probably better. omg omg omg!!!* ahhh.... one day I shall be like this. :) That is, if that 'one day' actually arrives. hahaha. I need to get myself to practice every single day first. u_u
And lol. I actually gave my violin 2 suntanning sessions and voila! It turned into this lovely lighter shade of brown and the stripes amazingly appeared. Now it looks like some sort of valuable 100 years-old antique available off the shelf of some posh violin shop. LOL. But sound quality still the same. -_-" haha, looks indeed can be deceiving. heh.
I feel fat. o_O" Haha. It's been more than a month since I last ran my 2.4 for NAPFA, and THAT was the last time since I exercised. Lol. Oh well. shall just run a bit after dinner tonight. :D 100m run. LOL.
Time to get a new hair cut soon!! It's getting irritating having to see through my fringe every single time I look at anything. heh.
Wow. This is like the longest list of random absolute nonsense post this year. lol, not that I blog constructively anyway - it's just ordered nonsense most of the time.
Aye. Okok. It's nice to air everything out. rambles rambles.
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BEFORE ANOTHER FREAKING HIATUS STARTS.
To even read through all of the above,
merci beaucoup tout le monde.
Au revoir.
PS. which reminds me, I should start practising my french, before it's pathetically reduced to the few 'tres bien' phrases. -.-"