Overwhelming Emotions
In chronological order since morning...
1) Anxiety and panic - forgot to bring my pe shirt (!!!)
2) injustice - some people are just so bias.
sincere charity comes from the heart, not from quantifiable numbers seen on some printed paper.
3) felt sick and really lousy - used FIVE packets of tissue over 90 minutes of lesson. OMG.
4) inferior - everyone was busily writing during econs test while I had nothing to write so I looked left right up down and surveyed my surroundings.
5) surprised (in the not so pleasant way) - taking a closer look, I realised that people are busily 'photocopying' answers in their own handwriting from some discrete sources magically placed in a half stuck-out orientation from somewhere below. interesting. and it was right after SD period. I couldn't help but to think, where's their morality? what an outcome of formal education huh. so much for emphasizing on character building. Guess this is the outcome of a solid 12 years of education? Students are just answer-regurgitating, results-orientated, unthinking people, full of knowledge, rich in the mind but not in morals, aren't they?
6) grateful - for some kind soul had graciously offered to lend me her pe shirt.
7) pleased - with the happenings during pe lesson.
8) hugely surprised - by a wonderful news for SMO open.
9) indignant - cos of some episodes related to class fund.
(Read: I personally preferred things to be kept small and not to be blown up.)
10) disappointed and apalled - Some actions are simply irrational. It's funny when others did not do any harm to an individual, but the hatred/ angst harboured and accumulated in an individual's heart can lead to unexpected behaviour.
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I yearn for a world without conflicts and 'politics'. (yea right, only in my ideal dreams)
Getting sick of the world and wondering when's the turning point to eternal life, seriously.