Continued
Ah yes, as I was saying this afternoon, before my violin lesson....
GP down,
Maths down,
Econs down,
Chem down.
Bio left.
2 more.
Only two.
ONLY.
2.two.deux.
There had been ups and downs. Whichever way, I just want to commit everything to God. He had been and will be my guide, my source of encouragement, my motivator, my helper to pull me through all these. I would be dead, really DEAD, long ago, if not for His help.
Think about this. I only sat for GP and Maths paper 1 with a totally clear mind and healthy body. It's only 2 days into the A's and here I (my health) go, all over again. That stupid cramp, and all was unleashed. Literally. And to think of it, Econs is the WORST. WORST paper I'd ever sat for in my entire life. Imagine, 3 essays within 135 minutes with a stupid gastric (and I very cleverly forgot to bring my medicine along). One hand scribbling answers frantically, the other clamping down on my disobedient stomach with intervals of wiping my tears away. It sucked. It really did.
But I'm here to testify. A miracle happened. It really did. The moment the examiner said 'Time is up, stop writing, pens down', I really put a full-stop to my THIRD essay. It's the FIRST time ever I completed ALL THREE essays for paper 2. (Whether I was writing bullshit or not, I wasn't quite sure, cos I was more concerned over fighting with the pain.) All throughout the past 2 years, I only finished TWO essays at best, sometimes 1.5 only. But this time, in the midst of the pain and tears, GOD HELPED ME. And I DID it.
Somehow, I didn't know how. All I knew was, that 135 mins was the worst time ever. It felt like the torture's never going to end. And I was praying all throughout.
Oh well. What was done had been done. And the rest is pretty much in God's Almighty hands. Hallelujah!
God will make a way,
Where there seems to be no way
He works in ways we cannot see
He will make a way for me
He will be my guide
Hold me closely to His side
With love and strength for each new day
He will make a way,
He will make a way.
I was glad that He spoke to me today.
Mark 11:24
Whatever you ask for in prayer, believe that you have received it, and it will be yours.
The words so clear. His words so promising, so dear.
And I believe.
I believe.