Well, one more.
Aha! God DID answer my prayer. I was really fine and alright during bio paper today!! =)
Well.. until the examiner says stop writing, at least.
And here I go all over again.
Yay? ._. This is getting really sickening.
And so I'm recuperating once again, hoping that I'll be ok for Thursday's 75 minutes paper, I hope. *crosses finger*
Haiz.
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Ok more about today's paper.. It's ok I guess? Except that last page. Was left with half an hour for the essay and guess what? It was the freaking same questions which I did THREE YEARS AGO in 2005. A stupid 2000 word essay on 'Discuss the implications of the Human Genome Project.'
So much for getting a B+ for that huh. And now I can't even remember half of whatever I'd written. T_T I really don't know whether to :) or :(((( at that instant...
(Let me see if my memory is bad, or it's normal to forget projects that one had done..... wsy and wsm, can u guys remember what you've written for that?)
It's only when I returned home and sort out my oh-so-messy table that I realised that we actually had a 4-page notes on human genome project. And it was chucked somewhere in an incovenient place on my table. T__________T Haiz. I hate, really hate stupid social/ethic implications questions. There's no science behind ethics thingies lah. That whole last question was pure regurgitation (which I can regurgitate nothing) and there's totally nothing science about it at all la! Well, only perhaps for the benefits part.
Sigh, anyway what's done is done already lah, no point crying over spilt milk right? Right. So look ahead. :) (And smile, cos Eirene's birthday is coming. Ok, irrelevant. hahaha.)
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Nushians graduated last week, I heard. Like, finally. And the top student was Yun Zhi? Actually not really surprising la, she'd lived up to her sec school's name.. confirm rgs student should be able to do well right? In any case, congrats to her. (:
[And while the whole world... well, whole island, at least... of 18-year-olds have graduated, I'm still pretty stuck in my current situation. Neither am I really still in the school, nor out of it. But whichever way, in or out, there's one thing for sure: I'm going to wear the stupid blue skirt and blouse for another 75 minutes of my LIFE this thursday, afterwhich I'm gonna BURN them ALL. Ok, maybe not, well maybe throw them all away- while I still kept the white polo-shirt & green skorts in a pretty safe place in my closet. :) ]
....And this brings me back all over again, to the beginning. Why had I even set foot in a JC anyway? Whyyy?
Stepping into nus high.. a regret? Possibly.
Stepping out of nus high... a regret? Definitely.
But no matter what, 2T28 had been the most fabulous class EVER (well, other than fhps 6B'02). And no matter what happens, may it be 10 or 15 years from now, I will still LOVE T28 from the bottom of my heart. :D
Whatever it is, the end of the journey of 2 years is drawing near. In THREE days time. only 3. Hang in there... But it wouldn't only mark an end to uniform-ed life. It signifies the beginning. The beginning of us experiencing the world out there. The beginning of it all. And I hope that this time, I would cherish this opportunity to walk a path which I would leave no regrets. Ever. I hope to tread the path with determination and zeal, with drive and motivation, to make decisions at crossroads with faith and walk out a path for myself from there with enthusiasm, fuelled by burning passion. For I had come to a realisation that without passion and zeal, everything seems meaningless (good example is studying two freaking years of Econs).
Counting down to the day when freedom will befall on me. It would mean that I'm a step closer to the real world. But after staying within my shell of comfort and warmth for the past 18 years, I couldn't help but to wonder, am I really fully prepared for it? All these studying and mugging, how far can it bring us to? All these 'skills' or so-called 'life-skills' that we'd acquired during student-development or mentoring lessons, are they even enough to provide us with the foundation to face the challenges ahead?
How much had formal education prepare us for the real world? Or does it only worsen our illusions, sinking more deeply into the reel world? Really, how prepared are we, if at all?
Aiya, after talking so much, let me come back once again to reality. I'm only 18, void of experience and full of immaturity, and at this current state, have not even completed the A levels. Back to life, one more paper to go. Three days, one more.
Before I say, 'Hi China, Hi Samuel!' and 'Happy Birthday Eirene!'.